I hate being sad and I can’t speak to the person that I want to talk to. That just makes me more sad.

I just wanna make love to his dick with my tongue 😩 not caring to make him cum but just to make him feel good 😩😩

Dear friend,

Sometimes all I want to do is hold you

Sometimes all I want to do is be in your presence

Sometimes all I want to do is talk to you about everything and nothing

But I can’t

And sometimes I want to pull away, give you space

The impossibility of the possibilities that I want frustrates me deeply and sometimes I don’t know how to act because I don’t know what to do.

Should I turn my back and go? Leave you alone?

Or should I have patience and wait?..

This man…

People really don’t understand the difference between lust and like. A dude gon’ tell you he likes you and have you in your feelings about him when whole time he’s just lusting after you for the while there.

Where is the man that’s supposed to be my man but is not my man and is not even close to being my man but he is still mine?

Mood: Isolation

I hate when I get emotional

I hate when I feel like I need to cry

I hate feeling sad

I hate where my mind goes when I’m emotional

Most of all, I hate emotions.

Man what do you do when you want to talk to someome you like but you don’t know if they want to speak to you and you feel like you’re bothering them?

What am I really doing with this nigga? I think I done lost my mind.